i did want to pop up, though, and ask, "how do we do this crib-toddler bed transition thing?" Elliot tonight almost successfully plunged out of his crib, which to me is the clear sign that we need to break the fourth wall, as it were, and admit that it is full-on toddler bed time. I mean, that's what this toddler bed thing is for, right? But on the other hand, Elliot seems in no way ready for a toddler bed, and I don't say that in a nostalgic, "oh, my baby!" kind of way. I say that in a "but really, he doesn't know how not to kill himself kind of way."
If we take off the side of the crib, what will he do in the morning when he wakes up? this is a VERY IMPORTANT QUESTION. I am partly worried about my own sleep, of course, because there are days when elliot still wakes up inordinately early, and he sort of rely on that crib to contain him while he (hopefully) goes back to sleep.
But even if he wakes up at the right time, what if he decides he wants to do something besides wake us up? what if he decides that first thing in the morning would be a great "dive bomb off the couch" time? this is entirely likely! I don't want him up and loose when I'm sleeping anymore than I want him home alone.
But maybe this is fine? maybe they just always always wake you up? Reassure me, fine people.
in other news, I talked to a friend today who is just home from the hospital with her newborn baby. she is in that Very Tired Place. Send her thoughts of good sleep, and easy nursing, poor dear.